Blowjobs on my mother's couch

Stay with me…I am bored and thought of this when a coworker mentioned her son having sex with a skank (that’s how she said it).

I remember this one time when my brother was fifteen and dating the girl next door - Christina. She came over one day when I was home (because I was such a bad ass that cut class all the time- no I’m lying) and…

I was supposed to check on them every once in a while and make sure she wasn’t going down on him. Last time my mom found them on the couch with her head under a blanket. My brother is very very cool, he's good looking, great at sports, and very good with girls. His girlfriend was quiet, agreeable and completely beautiful. Her parents seem not to worried about her spending the day at her boyfriend's house "watching movies," probably because she is a Good Girl. I think parents forget that Good Girls are really good at doing what they are told.

My mom has read their IM conversations (which is sick, but he did print them out and leave them in the printer?) and they mostly consist of him talking about what they're going to do to each other. She's sent him cell phone pictures of her boobs. Welcome to the club. That shit is fun. But I didn't do that till I was 18 (late bloomer and zach morris phones didnt have cameras).

Maybe this was typical of 15 year old interactions, but the way they work is he sets up an afternoon, she came over and did...something... and then she sat on the bed or couch while he watched tv or played video games. I wonder how long it took for her to realize she should have expected more of him. I mean seriously, she's so beautiful, he should have been looking at her, not the tv!When I was 15 I was sort of awkward with my boyfriend (yes I had a bf), we watched a lot of movies with a blanket over our laps, and like my brother and his girlfriend, out interactions were dominated by not wanting to say or do the wrong thing. But it was mutual, my boyfriend seemed invested and he wanted me to be comfortable and happy. Instead, I stressed over why he wasn't trying to get me to do more. I had to initiate everything advance, and as a result I was paranoid for ages that I wasn't desirable. You aren't going to have any more self esteem after hooking up with someone that you started with.

I just wonder how long it took her to realize that, and to figure out that she should have demanded what she wanted instead of trying to be what she thought he wanted. It's sure taking me a long time to get that through my head (but does anyone really?) . I thought beautiful skinny girls were already like that.

So maybe I was negligent on my part but I'm wasn’t worried about them "going too far," I think she was within her right to give him head if she wanted to.

I just hope he didn't make any of his other gfs watch him play video games because that shit is degrading.

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